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Susan

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I will live on. by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

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I will live on.

"Please, don't say that, please..." My words hung in the air between us and you just closed your eyes. "But it's true and you know that. You know I'm worthless and stupid and useless and just horrible at life." Your opening eyes shot me a look like daggers through my heart. "It's not true! Don't say that! I'm sorry, I am, I'm so sorry." My legs started to shake and my hands were aching more and more the harder I clenched them. "I'm not worth being sorry for." I wanted to hit you. "Stop it! I am sorry and that isn't going to change! Look, I want to love you, I really want to be able to love you back, but I can't. I can't make myself

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I'm Sorry by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

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I'm Sorry

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you, I never wanted to see you in pain, I'm sorry if I ever made you second guess yourself, you never have to feel that way, I'm sorry if I was the reason for your bad dreams, I want you to sleep peacefully, I'm sorry if I said something I regret, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, I'm sorry if I made it hard for you, I don't want you to suffer, I'm sorry if I was over jealous, I didn't mean it that way, I'm sorry if I never had the right jokes, I just wanted to hear you laugh, I'm sorry if I ever made you cry, when you cry, I cry, I'm sorry if I ever doubted you, I was just worried, I'm sorry if the foo

Does the bird want its wings? by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

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Does the bird want its wings?

My life is empty and sad, I don't have anything to do, I can't make anyone happy, So far my life has no purpose, Yet I only wish one thing, To be the bird outside. There is a bird, In an apple tree outside, It sits alone and still, And it never flies away, Why won't it fly away?? Since when does a bird not want its' wings?? Why would it not want to fly?? If I could fly, I would leave, This empty life that has kept me prisoner, But I'm not a bird, and I don't have wings, But maybe the bird is just like me, If I were the bird, Would I want my wings?? Would I want to be able to fly?? Maybe the birds' life is just as empty as m

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I will live on. by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

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I will live on.

Revenge by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

I'm Sorry by xxVampxxChickxx, literature

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I'm Sorry

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Australia
Deviant for 14 years
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My name is Susan and my sort of nickname is (Schitzo). I love DA so much! It is just great! I wanna say thanks to everyone who is watching me and for all the comments I get form all of you! I love you guys!! :D

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xxVampxxChickxx

May 15, 2010

PACMAN!!!!

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xxVampxxChickxx

May 8, 2010

Finally

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He asked me over webcam and I said yes.  It was sweet and cute and just perfect.  He is wonderful and great and so right for me right now.  I am so happy, for the first time in a long time, I am happy. :) Forget idiot #1 and #2, they can get over it themselves......I have Rohan now.....

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Apr 22, 2010

Then Why Do I Feel This Way?

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I am so over it! I can't deal with this anymore! One more thought of this phase he is going through, or how the other one is ignoring me is going to drive me insane!  Really, I just can't handle anymore of this! There is so much stress being pressed on me, and it makes me want to scream! Everything has something to do with one of them, my demons.  My demons?  No, idiot #1 would use that term.  Fine, the idiots. It's just so stupid! I know it is....yet I can't seem to do anything about either of them.  I want to shake idiot #1 and tell him to get the f**k over it, because you can if you try.  And then I want to cry and scream at idiot #2 for